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 那似乎是知识妇女梦中的情景——独自一人,只一个人,在房间里静静地读书,没有家务孩子琐事的种种干扰,嘈杂的市声和烦心的争吵都离她远去。她手里的书本就是她的整个世界,她只同自己的心灵对话。

§读书的女人

那似乎是知识妇女梦中的情景——独自一人,只一个人,在房间里静静地读书,没有家务孩子琐事的种种干扰,嘈杂的市声和烦心的争吵都离她远去。她手里的书本就是她的整个世界,她只同自己的心灵对话。

读书的女人是安静的。她沉浸在文字编织的故事之海中,用眼睛做桨划开波浪,去寻找遥远的精神彼岸。她没有时间唠叨饶舌、没有时间拨弄是非,就连翻动书页都是轻轻的,像微风吹过草地。书本像一道隔墙,把外界的噪音都拦住了,但她的眼睛却能分辨书本上最细微的声音,并用眼泪作为应答。

读书的女人是辛苦的。她不是那幅画中17世纪的闲妇。21世纪的女人天天要赶着上班回家还有做不完的家务。她省下买时装买化妆品的钱用来买书,等丈夫孩子睡下了,从自己好梦的时间里抠出一块来读书。无论买书还是读书,付的都是血汗,时时透支,要用未来赊账。一个女人若是爱家也爱书,便是苦海无边了。

读书的女人是愚蠢的。她分不清书本和现实的区别,以为书中的故事都发生在她的生活中,常常把书中的人物当成了自己。读书的女人对别人的事情头头是道,动辄可引书上的警句来教导他人,但对自己的事情却是晕头转向云里雾里,用书本上的经验来对付现实往往错上加错。

但读书的女人终究是幸福的。理性的思考给予她属于自己的头脑,女人的神韵里就有了坦然和自信。知识为她过滤尘俗的痛苦,使她有力量抵御物质的诱惑,并超越虚浮的满足而变得强大丰富。

渴望读书,从浩瀚的书海中挑选出适合自己或是自己喜欢的书。在下着小雨的清晨和刮风的黄昏,在大雪纷扬的冬日和柳絮飘飞的春天,若是再有一杯冒着袅袅热气的清茶呢。常常憧憬着在开满樱花的树下、在绿草茵茵的河边、在海边的沙滩或是惊涛拍岸的礁石上,一个人抱着书,读到书我两忘。间或有蝴蝶或小鸟从头顶飞过,远处飘来淡淡的花香——那也就是关于浪漫的极致想像了。

实际上,几十年真实的读书情形,却毫无诗意可言。在童年暑假的凉席和寒假的被窝里,在连队宿舍的油灯和山林帐篷的烛光下,在旅途中肮脏的火车站,在拥挤不堪的居所嘎嘎作响的破椅上。没有书房的日子更激起疯狂读书的欲望,因为心灵的饥饿,到后来,就成为一种吞噬文字的生理需要和惯性了。

曾说过读书分为两类,一种是写作的实用性需要——浏览优秀的文学作品以寻找差距,了解当下新作品的动向和特色以作参考,创作中所遇到的专业性问题需要补充知识,包括理论书籍和各种字典辞典和典籍。但我更喜欢另一种阅读,那种看似与写作无关的阅读,自然科学哲学艺术以及传记。你读它根本不为什么而仅仅只是因为喜欢,它看上去对你毫无用处但却如森林氧吧和甘泉,改善你的呼吸和血液,改造你的知识结构与思维空间。它的渗透作用是长远而无形的,没有任何急功近利和立竿见影的打算。如果说前一种阅读是西医治疗,是当即见效的输液点滴;那么后一种阅读就是中医调理,是强身健体的滋养和补充。可惜我们总是有病才去求医,在迷宫般的书城中,我们曾错过了多少曲径通幽深藏不露的好书廊。

读书的女人如今拥有了属于自己的书房。她常常望着满满的书架发愁,她发现一个人一生中即便不做任何工作,把所有的时间都用来读书,也无法把世界上的好书读完。这个发现真是令人绝望。

§以思想悦己

若是读过张爱玲那篇《谈女人》的散文,似乎所有关于女性话题的讨论,都显得有些多余了。

将近半个世纪过去,女人安静地匍匐在张爱玲的书本里养息。纸页虽已发黄,但女人的脸上却连一丝皱纹都没有。想必那女人的魂灵,已被真正懂得女人的女人勾勒了下来,所以这世界尽管颠来倒去,书里的女人却永远不老。

张爱玲擅长用小说写女人的故事。小说中的女人,都被她双刃的刻刀,在笔下雕画得入木三分。她偶尔撩开了故事的帘子,走出来直接戏说女人,那女人就成了她手里的绝活,玲珑剔透、淋漓尽致。

这篇散文的语言是直白而素朴的,像是不经意脱口而出的玩笑,带着女人自嘲的口吻。不知是应把女人“当成不负责任的小东西”,还是把女人看得“太严重”。然而那双殷殷注视着女人的眼睛,眨眼间便把女人的美德与恶习,透心透肺地看了个彻底。文章被作者一句句充满智慧的谐语、一条条警醒锐敏的格言,丝丝缕缕地穿缀起来,却绝不声张,娓娓的喃喃的,似女人喝茶,从容地与人闲聊着,慢声细语地说着些极平常的话语。

旁人闻着杯里散出的不平常的香气,将那茶端过来喝一口,才知那竟是一坛陈年好酒。

《谈女人》原来是张爱玲读一位无名氏所作的英文小册子《猫》,以及观看奥涅尔的戏剧《大神勃朗》之后,一时兴起随手写下的读后感。但几十年后再被别人来读,又读出些经久不衰的意思。

无论是男人还是女人,走进张爱玲的作品,或嗔或笑,有的觉得痛快,有的还有话要说——因为女人从中看见一个真实的自己,而男人,则从中看见那个“女人的劣根性是男人一手造成的”男人。所以“完美的女人比男人更完美”,“而一个恶毒的女人就恶得无孔不入”。又调侃说:“女人的确是小性儿,矫情,作伪,眼光如豆,狐媚子,(正经女人虽然痛恨荡妇,其实若有机会扮个妖妇的角色的话,没有一个不跃跃欲试的。)聪明的女人对于这些批评并不加辩护……”

女人敢于对女人说出关于女人的真话,那个女人才是真正的女人。

文学艺术长久的生命和魅力,依然在于信守和表现你自己所感悟的真理。

张爱玲看来不是一个女权主义者。她对于女性自身的认识,更遵从世界的原生态和生命的自然本质。如江河入海,循着地形地势的天然流向,绝不奢望将其纳入主观和人为的轨道。有好说好,有坏说坏,好好坏坏,任由女人自己去体味评说。言语间不乏诙谐又辛辣的批评,充盈着哀其不幸、怜其不争的挚爱之心,比起那些激烈鼓吹女性统治世界、一味赞美女性却无助于克服女性弱点的种种“主义”,倒更有实事求是、返本归原的一份真诚善意。